Stomach sinking conversation
Pour your soul onto my pillowcase
Heart's gone cold from overthinking
Bite my nails before I kiss you away
Hard to let you go
I feel incapable of loving the way you deserve
Things I failed to say
Give me up for a taste of all the ways I've been hurt
Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
After time, after time
Won't drown myself again
I can't let you in
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I tried to find impressive colors
To paint over the shadows of another life
I'm drinking wine in my house of pain, yeah
I know that love is a losing game
I just don't have the strength to play
Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
After time, after time
Won't drown myself again
Can't let you in
I can't let you in
Every time after time, after time
Won't drown myself again
Hard to let you go
I feel incapable of loving the way you deserve
Things I failed to say
Give me up for a taste of all the ways I've been hurt
Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
After time, after time
Won't drown myself again
Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
After time, after time
Won't drown
I won't drown, I won't drown myself again
Can't let you in
I can't let you in
Every time after time, after time
Won't drown myself again
Can't let you in
Can't let you in