I've been stuck inside my element
I've been teaching myself just how to be
How to be relevant
People telling me it's elementary
I got this music in my mental
If I don't this right it might just be my doom
And I've been getting sentimental
It's time that we address the thing that's in the room
Sounds moving around my head
I'm bound by the daydreams
Nightmares lie in my bed
My pen is what saves me
Yeah my life too real
So I'm backstreet ballin'
Smiling wide
While my back wheel's stallin'
Life's a ride, and the detour crazy
Love you, hate you, miss you
Wish you were here to experience
All that I'm dealing with
I've been okay
My dad got my hands and he's guiding my way
I'm okay
Yeah, I'm okay now
It was night time, see the light of day now
I feel the rays now
Feel the beam's light lighting up my face now
And if you ever felt like I wasn't in my right mind
I've been getting better and I feel like me
And if you think you alright
Listen to what I write
I've been getting better
My bag is in me
Sounds moving around my head
I'm bound by the daydreams
Nightmares lie in my bed
My pen is what saves me
Yeah my life too real
So I'm backstreet ballin'
Smiling wide
While my back wheel's stallin'
Life's a ride, and the detour crazy
Love you, hate you, miss you
Wish you were here to experience
All that I'm dealing with
I've been okay
My dad got my hands and he's guiding my way
I'm okay
Yeah, I'm not finished
My work ain't done
I'm still, I'm unfinished
Life like a movie, no cinema
Wine with my dogs at the beach for the summer
Bruh, I'm still not grown
But I know God's shaping
Still go ham on my ADHD
Flipped sides on 'em
Like I might go wavy
Dropped so much since The Mixtape
Making this green, I'm still a lumberjack
Please block my number back
I'm not gon' wait
But my dad's got my back, so I guess either way
I'm okay