I've been painted as the bad man
Probably found me in the background
Fixated with the past tense and what I didn't do and what I don't have
I have my peers, I'm an old man
If you play me, play with your whole hand
'Cause I've seen things and they not pretty
Try to sing about it but I sound shitty
These days I'm so outta key (outta key)
Swervin' my responsibilities (responsibilities)
These days I could use some help (use some help, yeah)
This is self reflection of myself
These days I'm so outta sight
Lowkey is my best ability
Bitch, get the fuck up out my house
Feel like I'm the only one who feelin' me (feelin' me)
I got, I got, I got everything I want but
Happiness was never guaranteed (never guaranteed)
Every mornin' I stare in the mirror and pray that you proud of me
Slowly but surely I'm finding my demise
Trust me I am not the one you should idolize
Or maybe you should
'Cause this is the way I was
Feeling that time but right now I feel good
Maybe you should
Reevaluate the big picture
Maybe you should
Maybe, maybe you should
Look ma I think I made it
Well, kind of, sort of
I used to chill at borders
Now my shit brick and mortar
Feelin' like Rick and Morty
Feel like they can't afford me
These label meeting are boring
They want a piece of publishing
They want a piece of touring
Not nigga Robert Horry
I'm keepin' on my rings
All of that Henny pouring
It's probably why you do not have a thing
Feelin' like Martin Luther
But now I don't sleep, I wake up when I have a dream
Oh he know
One fall for that do-si-do
Let's bill, fam
Not your man
Please do not approach me bro
Respect but outgrow heroes
That's a goal
Back from the catacombs
Love the taste of revenge
Have you ever had it cold?
I'm serving it for the low (the low low?)
I'm lookin' out for me
If we're confessin', that is my lethal weapon
Sacrifice you to keep my blessings
I got, I got, I got everything I want but
Happiness was never guaranteed (never guaranteed)
Every mornin' I stare in the mirror and pray that you proud of me
Slowly but surely I'm finding my demise
Trust me I am not the one you should idolize
Or maybe you should
'Cause this is the way I was
Feeling that time but right now I feel good
Maybe you should
Reevaluate the big picture
Maybe you should
Maybe, maybe you should
These days I'm so outta key (outta key)
Swervin' my responsibilities (responsibilities)
These days I could use some help (use some help, yeah)
This is self reflection of myself
These days I'm so outta sight
Lowkey is my best ability
Bitch, get the fuck up out my house
Feel like I'm the only one who feelin' me (feelin' me)