Hiding, surviving To capture nothing but the torturing feelings That keep me from moving ahead In this sea of darkness I am finding that I am Dying, I think I'm dying For something other than I am able to see I'm trying, as you're implying My efforts are failing, but I'm holding onto me Hiding, inviting The demons inside that prevent me from healing My torment cause solace doesn't exist In this sea of darkness I am fighting but I am Dying, I think I'm dying For something other than I am able to see I'm trying, as you're implying My efforts are failing, but I'm holding onto me I can feel this change in the wind It's catching up to me, catching up to me I can feel my faith wearing thin As my colors spill onto the concrete I can feel this change in the wind It's catching up to me, catching up to me I can feel my faith wearing thin As my colors spill onto the concrete Everyone is bleeding me dry this time Squeeze my lungs as I gasp for air inside Can't catch my breath Am I alive? All I know is that I'm feeling like I am Dying, I think I'm dying For something other than I am able to see I'm trying, as you're implying My efforts are failing, but I'm holding onto me