I get so lonely in my head Cant forget to take my meds I lie awake and I try to sleep With these bad dreams home to me I know one day It'll get better But till then I'll try forget her One thing that I know Just take each day as it goes I never came and left I was there for the rain and kept My word, my same respect, Just believe in me (Uh Uh) I had to trace my steps Right back to the game I left Been there for the pain and swept Thinking they'll never come take my crap Fifteen with a kiss of death Sixteen on the kitchen bench One twenty in the wrist and neck I wanna see what's next hold up yeah Yeah, I'm in my element Haters, they try to stay relevant My team signed over settlement Lockdown I was working in development Yeah, I had to keep my word Situations made me worse Dumb things said things I cursed Through it all I learned word Yeah, I had to keep my word Situations made me worse Dumb things said things I cursed Through it all I learned word I get so lonely in my head Cant forget to take my meds I lie awake and I try to sleep With these bad dreams home to me I know one day It'll get better But till then I'll try forget her One thing that I know Just take each day as it goes Had to take this serious Hardship turn me delirious No cash payment in Ethereum Stayed in my lane, period Yeah, I still kept that hunger Broski lowkey in a bunker Still kick it like Ali Bumper Half tootin' might call my number I never do hold no grudge If you do, you can hold my nuts Many times we where doing it tough Back then didn't have no love But, I can't be like that Talk down now and I'll be right back All the times I had to keep my cool Didn't even do me good but In life, we learned from experience Had to be my own criterion When it goes by now I'm here again Stay in your lane, period In life, we learned from experience Had to be my own criterion When it goes by now I'm here again Stay in your lane, period I get so lonely in my head Cant forget to take my meds I lie awake and I try to sleep With these bad dreams home to me I know one day It'll get better But till then I'll try forget her One thing that I know Just take each day as it goes