Don't even know how we got here
I mean I used to just watch how you made moves
And even though you never said it it was quite clear
I'll have a hard time ever filling those shoes
Never imagined life without you in it
Think about it daily and still can't comprehend it
Life is really short be careful how spend it
Never know who you might lose
I choose to be grateful for the time we had but still miss you
Thinking bout it makes me sad I ain't with you
Never wanna hurt this bad but still glad
I know your love for me was no issue
This pain I have will never go away but that's cool
I overcome it all by smiling and thinking of you
I keep pushing cause I know that's what you'd tell me to do
I know you're watching so I promise we gonna all pull through
Keep a watch over my Aunt K and tell my Dad I did ok
We'll all be back together on one day
There's a reason why you wanted me to love God
Through my belief I guess this probably gets less hard
And if it doesn't I can trust that you'll be cheering me on
I know you're with me cause I needed you for writing this song
I'm going hard Pup you taught me this life don't last long
Press record now step up to the mic stay strong
These days
I'm trying not lose my breath
These days
I'm trying not to get upset
These days
I'm really trying to do my best
I just don't know if its good enough yet
And I wish you were here this morning
Cause when you're near it's calm
And I have no fear but I really miss those days
I miss those days
Tell uncle Frankie I miss him tell Aunt Owida I'm cool
Let Uncle John know I'm chilling just trying to do what I do
Tell Nanny Reddick I straightened up things worked out in the end
All of that stuff I was going through I released through this pen
Once again I'm sorry that I took so long I wasn't ready
Hard for me to write this song I wasn't steady
Barely keep myself from crying my hands sweaty
So much that I'm wanting to say but brains empty
Learning how to deal with loss can be tough
Knowing that the bond was tight between us
Up and down valleys trying to adjust
Plus way too many things still needed to discuss
I never thought that I'd be here alone
I guess I'm not but many times I wanted to pick up the phone
Hear you crack a couple jokes that made no sense
Or tell me how I owed you money right down to the cent
This is therapeutic music Pup I needed to vent
I guess it's good how much I miss you and don't feel it relent
The greatest man I ever knew a true soldier
I just wish I took the time and would've told ya
These days
I'm trying not lose my breath
These days
I'm trying not to get upset
These days
I'm really trying to do my best
I just don't know if its good enough yet
And I wish you were here this morning
Cause when you're near it's calm
And I have no fear but I really miss those days
I miss those days