Fading away
Listening to the Beatles
Off a
SJ's making pasta in the kitchen now
And I look, please don't burn the building down
There's a dog and he's looking at us
And I don't trust it even if I know how
That night Kyle lost his mind
And I still haven't called Will since he lost his dad
I wouldn't know what to say
And I'm on the couch and I see each and every photon particle
Reflecting off these dreams
Like the graffiti on the L
As I go 6 or 7 stops into Bushwick
Playing my heart out, playing my soul out
Just to prove that I belong here without the gentrification connotations
But I can't escape them
I've given it all to this
I've given my all for this
And they still want more from me
Like how I gave it all to you
But I only lasted a year and a half without you
I'm pathetic, I'm a wreck
Lying on the couch in Averill, splitting headache
And I'm alone again
(Indiscernible) but then you left me
And I was in Micro and I couldn't focus
I can never focus
That's why I failed damn near every class I'm in
I'm not cut out for this world
I'm not cut out for this life
And fuck my GAs.
How could you treat someone (like that)
When you were in that position three months ago?
Is that what I've become?
Is this what I've become?
Dancing around at emo night in Brookyln
I'm not okay, I swear I'm not okay
Advanced capitalism takes its hold
Its fascism
But no one seems to care
As an immigrant kid in Texas is forbidden to wash her hair
And I know you've washed me out
And I know you're on the couch somewhere in the midwest
With a guy, his name's Ryan
You're watching ABC and you'll go to bed at a reasonable hour
Without me
And I'm happy but that's the worst part
That you're out there somewhere
Not thinking of me
Not thinking of me