I only feel present when I am alone It's starting to make me lonely Cant enough sleep when it's all I do Why get out of bed in the morning? It's not easy but it's not forever It's not easy but it's not forever Feels like I've been growing This garden for years And I guess that I do see some progress Pullin up weeds while I wipe away tears I am starting to tire of the process Running outta space for the excess It's not easy but it's not forever It's not easy but it's not forever Took a long time To be okay on my own Am I giving up what's mine If I let myself be known? If I meet you in the glow Of the garden overgrown? It's not easy but it's not forever It's not easy but it's not forever It's not easy but it's not forever