Do I hate my life or love my life? Everything is all right, 'cause I'm still breathing If I died today, I'd probably go to hell 'Cause I haven't prayed in months, I just really need Jesus Life is no fun, I've down in the dumps I've been here for some months, I just really need purpose Cheated on my girl, only girl I've ever loved, now I'm better off dead 'Cause I'm not a good person I'm not a good person (I'm not a good person) Why am I always anxious? I need help, baby, I can't take it Tryna put a smile on my face, I can't fake it I would say I'm numb, but these scars weren't painless I would say you're dumb, but your love was not aimless Will you take me back if I never get famous? I could look you in your face and tell that you've changed I 've been on my own, and on my own is where I'll stay Don't say you love me, it's a slap right in my face 'Cause your actions speak louder than the words that you say Do I hate my life or love my life? Everything is all right, 'cause I'm still breathing If I died today, I'd probably go to hell 'Cause I haven't prayed in months, I just really need Jesus Life is no fun, I've down in the dumps I've been here for some months, I just really need purpose Cheated on my girl, only girl I've ever loved, now I'm better off dead 'Cause I'm not a good person I'm not a good person (I'm not a good person) Do I hate my life? Do I hate my life? Or love my life? Or love my life? Or love my life? Do I, do I, do I, do I, do I hate my life? My life, my life, my life, my life, my life