Everything that happened had me feeling strange
I thought life would never get to be the same
So I just started drinkin almost every single day
And when my grandma passed away
That was the hardest thing
Hid away and probably started working way too much
Three jobs, cuz my money needed catching up
All my friends would say they missed me when they hit me up
I never thought I'd be depressed until I really was
I was really falling deeper
Like I'm in a void
And every day that I was sinking
Made me more annoyed
Gotta get back up though
I just had to realize who I was
And who done made me
I had made a lot of bad decisions on the daily
People tried to hit me up and act like they could save me
But I never been that type that ever needed saving
Maybe if I had one in my bank
Then she would date me
Now I only do it right
Working every morning don't go out at night
Been sober for a while it's been kinda nice
Heard that's how you do it when you tryna climb
Cuz I been going harder every day, day
I don't need to play, play
Opened up my mind to everything I wanna say, say
Cuz I be here for reasons
That I can't explain the meanings
Had to put em into readings
Just to understand the feelings like
Bitch
I'm laying back in the middle
Holding it down just a little
People are looking for gold
But I just be making it here with my fiddle
Everything here is a test
I'm looking so good in my vest
It's funny that people missed out
On my music, when I told em they could invest
But nobody listened to Mozart
When in the prime of his life
Damn, True
And nobody listened to Dyve
When he said that he would rise
Smash
Wow, you got so famous
Yah, what a surprise
Man, you wanna collab
No, get your own life