I stay up watching city lights
As the days turn into night
I learned to take time taking time
But now it stays even though I tried
Start to question that I learned to cope
I won't move, just leave me alone
But now not moving's getting kinda old
(Fuck)
I stay up cuz the city's quiet
No one cares if I waste my time I
Sometimes feel like the whole world lies
On my shoulders, give me peace of mind
I don't care now that I don't know
Even the slightest what the future holds
But not moving's getting kinda old
Getting kinda old
Although I know
I'll be better again
When I'm in the moment
It feels like the end
Don't feel like sleeping
I don't want to get up
Even if I decide to do nothing
Feel like I haven't done enough
(You are)
(Still here)
(What do)
(I feel)
(I'll wait)
(Now I)
(Just waste)
(The time)
In my brain like a parasite
That there's a low after every high
I managed to overcome this many times
Then why the fuck am I still terrified?
The feeling that's really been hell
Is I don't even recognize myself
And the shitty weather doesn't help
Getting kinda old
I been trying to take good care
Held on for isolation, then I fell
Now I feel like time's running away
Getting kinda old
Although I know
I'll be better again
When I'm in the moment
It feels like the end
Don't feel like sleeping
I don't want to get up
Even if I decide to do nothing
Feel like I haven't done enough
Although I know
I'll be better again
When I'm in the moment
It feels like the end
Don't feel like sleeping
I don't want to get up
(Just waste)
(The time)