Well life got hard
I built my own damn home
But then she tore it apart
So welcome to my troubled dome
Let me begin from the start
I really hate being alone so keep me company I'll take it apart
Sit at the table and I'll show you my cards
And seen as you're already here might well just show you my scars
This is no rags to riches didn't come from too far
Yet I'm still broke as fuck but let me get to that part
It's harder to wake up lately 'cause no one sticks around
Everyone had gone to bed so keep down the sound
Would like to have a heart-to-heart and I'll tell you what I found
It's harder to wake up lately 'cause no one sticks around
Everyone has gone to bed so keep down the sound
Would like to have a heart-to-heart and I'll tell you what I found
Never really had to struggle for much
Nothing fundamental lacking two loving parents and such
I had a solid education all the books on the shelf
But when I chose to chase the music they were done with the help
Went through a series of shitty jobs and that fucked with my health
I went from middle class to working class all by myself
Must not have sorted my wash 'cause this white collar is turning blue
My decisions disagreed with my boo
What she decided to do
She'd always love me but it meant we were through
She needed time to be by herself instead she got a new dude
To make matters worse he didn't appear out of the blue
Is wat the co-worker I shouldn't be worried about
Ew
Spent a year living on a sofa
In dire need of some closure
Thanks sis for playing house with me
When I didn't spend much time sober
When the days only got colder
And I had a chip on my shoulder
I'll take you with me when I'm taking over
Tide is turning and we're getting closer
It's harder to wake up lately 'cause no one sticks around
Everyone has gone to bed so keep down the sound
Would like to have a heart-to-heart
It's time to find a way out
It's harder to wake up lately 'cause no one sticks around
Everyone has gone to bed so keep down the sound
Would like to have a heart-to-heart
And we will find a way out
Drinking every night fucking going wild
I still don't have my driver's license I'm a big child
Shit this grave shift's getting to me I can feel it now hear me out
Got myself a place but it is not a home just a house
Struggling to pay rent bro is looking out for me
If somebody ever touch you throw 'em off this balcony
I'm done with the agony
Onwards upwards rationally
With my brothers on the field and we devised a strategy
Mum is really worried fears that I won't make it
Clocking all this overtime she fears that I can't take it
Pinky promise you're wrong mum 'cause you raised me right
Might be a little headstrong but I got that from dad right
Done feeling sorry for myself now
Got my crew and I call that wealth how
Shit can shift in a single day we're not far away don't stray now
This is family business and all my brothers come first
It's do or die until the day that I end up in a hearse
It's harder to wake up lately 'cause no one sticks around
Everyone had gone to bed so keep down the sound
Would like to have a heart-to-heart I think I found a way out
It's harder to wake up now 'cause you didn't stick around
Claim I'm working on the album but I'm working on myself
Haven't figured it out yet
Maybe I need some help