Where to start Lots changed since we last spoke Estranged from myself & from my own folk Screaming 'I am doing fine!' until my voice broke Out of sight out of mind I broke the mirrors & inhaled the smoke Been afraid my whole life Got this voice in my head saying 'You can't do it' 'You made a bad choice' saying 'You shouldn't pursue it' 'You will be destroyed belittled as the one who blew it' Seeking refuge in movies, the heroes arch But when the lights all dimmed I had to deal with the dark That's both the dark within those who bite and bark But life's not black and white with the contrast stark Life's no script it can take a bad turn When conflict has you going mad, learn No handouts things have got be earned Just be stern when you feel the burn These masks that wear on a day to day Reveal the Archetypes that we all portray From the darkest ones I try to stay away But man it takes one to know one that's what they say We're all cowboys, cheats, and peeping toms Mothers, fathers, daughters, sons Enjoy the movie I'm glad you've come Now close your eyes and enjoy the fun This spell I'm under A crack of thunder I feel so distressed Time we all confessed This spell I'm under A crack of thunder