My life ain't better, beggars don't choose Got a couple girls that would pleasure me too And a couple homies that'll ride till my last night Even if I had like... No broads, never get applaud Got no cash and I rep no car Even if I'm laying in the streets Oh that's right, I still love this shit I'll take off, maybe not now Got a couple home peeps holding me down I don't really care cause this all I know I love this shit Look, I ain't really poppin' now I've been doing this for 3 years Ain't no stopping now Sit, write, and record it I know someday I'll be awarded 50,000 all applauding to me Fuck a fantasy dream Every big name started out as a little kid With a dream, they'd give their life for anything Shadi making miracles, fuck what they say to me I've been busting out like a white girl, crazy All these ladies loving, I'm getting high The bass be bumping, all my friends are breaking The grain, rippin, and never jaded I don't got no patience for fake friends And bitchy ladies, that's why... All I do is studio, I'm a rat Make audio for the fam We loving on classy bitches No we don't fuck with em' xans All my people depending on a dream that I wake up to Wake up fool! No broads, never get applaud Got no cash and I rep no car Even if I'm laying in the streets Oh that's right, I still love this shit I'll take off, maybe not now Got a couple home peeps holding me down I don't really care cause this all I know I love this shit This the sentiment of regiment, element, imminent, evident All the above, I don't got feelings for bitches and insolent Fellas that thinking that they're up and above I don't got feelings for bitches that fuck every dude They meeting and greeting at clubs I don't need em', people can be deceiving I don't need, living off what I'm feeling Feeding off all this music Music block out the demons Hollow now I'm found again I will never break, till I make it on my dying bed I can see a lane where I change all the bets Women call me up, ask Shadi, "how ya been?" Now they see me doing something that they never thought I could I don't want you back, yeah bitch I'm good! But I don't let the bullshit get the best of me You gon' learn someday, I got the recipe I'm broke now, one day I'll show you Why... I love this shit