Entry hundred forty-one me, the misser, the late Miss years to make words of what IÂ'm missing Shame IÂ'm shaking, a loss, a crap Hung by heartwrack in the grasslands me, the pridest, the slack Come through rain through window new approval seas a headrest, a home a peace Having all my needies covered me, the hoper, the hole Family leaver, shit repeater and a rancid grudge-hold Entry hundred forty-one starts back when I dared God knock me down again not a single thing IÂ've done meant a scrap Changed the stance of anyone thought by now IÂ'd left the barn But IÂ'm scared the fields, and IÂ'm scared the houses, IÂ'm scared the millers yard.