This city is way too cold
For a place that never snows
Stability hard to hold
When your fate's not your own
I can't hold that conversation
Numb it with the medication
My past is of no relation
I just hate the destination
I know where you're racing to
I Can't feel my face with you
Strip me down to just sinew
Here's it straight I'm missing you
I know you hate I'm like this
But I swear I will fight this
Despite the fact I won't call
I'll hear of all I'll might miss
Despite the moons got tight lips
The stories leak through the wall
Alarms go off inside my head
When I've got strangers in my bed
This isn't what I need
My thoughts are blocked or what is worse
My breath has stopped cuz it still hurts
Now all I've got left are these words
Seat 27 is reserved
I carry stones alone
The doubt will break my bones
Black swan moments I know
Seems that my fate is not my own
I can't hold that conversation
Lose myself in medication
Nighttime fold, regurgitation
Doctor says it's a mutation
You know where I'm racing to
You know that I miss you too
All the things we didn't do
I can't believe I'm failing you
Your eyes held the galaxy
Nights up on your balcony
Tongue tied contact flattery
I just can't have you mad at me
Cuz what if it the last time
What if it's the last night
All the words I stood by
What if this is goodbye
I know you hate I'm like this
But I swear I will fight this
Despite the fact I won't call
I'll hear of all I'll might miss
Despite the moons got tight lips
The stories leak through walls
Alarms go off inside my head
When I've got strangers in my bed
This isn't what I need
My thoughts are blocked or what is worse
My breath has stopped cuz it still hurts
Now all I've got left are these words
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Na-na na na na-na na na
Na na na na na-na na na
Na na-na na na