When you tried to jump in my story I'll be honest that we had a bit of history We used to party next door We were laying on the floor Smoking cigarettes probably coulda had you then But I was so tired of being tired They say it's hard to find the love when you can't love yourself I feel it's hard to not be judged when you judge everyone else For the record I just gotta know Were you tired of being tired You had all that you could want Right in front of you Seems like you were always after more Than what you were due Can't keep playing all this back and forth Anymore it's a chore Think I might show myself the door Why you gotta be so (Why you gotta be so) insecure Summertime vibes they come and they go Kinda like the highs and the lows of this life that I chose I used to blow trees by the O's with the OGs But the friends that have known me Know I win but I don't cheat So tongue and cheek I'm running on no sleep And then you go ghost me And tell me your lonely But then when I go see You were sipping the codeine Was he fixing to go lean You were sipping the codeine I was looking for a fresh start You were tryna break another heart How does it feel that I'll always remember you as the Only girl I ever kicked out of the car At least we took a shot in the dark But dealing with you was an art form Trying to weather your dark storms I'm done with your burdens I know that your hurting But it's not my problem that you cannot solve them You had all that you could want Right in front of you Seems like you were always after more Than what you were due Can't keep playing all this back and forth Anymore it's a chore Think I might show myself the door Why you gotta be so (Why you gotta be so) insecure Were you tired of being tired Cause I'm so tired of being tired