Oh, must I wrestle with you every day, hoping the stress doesn't ruin my face? And I hope you like how my new roseys taste 'Cause they're coming your way I grouped together my horrendous thoughts And I bet they're freakier than all of yours Oh, but correct me if I'm misinformed I don't think before I say I should really use my brain Should've worked at learning how to play Should've let my gut show me the way 'Cause then I might not look so sad today, uh Don't hold back, don't cover your face, I don't feel safe I sit back, enjoying your pain, uh So many times you messed me around, now when I smile it's upside down I even leapt so high in joy, I cry with nothing in my eyes (Get down) (Come 'round) I just wanna fight you then call it a day Get on my knees and worship empty space And I'll swear to God I'm working on my rage Then punch you in the face! Oh, yeah, I know that you've been good to me You make me forget all of my bad dreams When you woke me out of a depressive state, you tread carefully 'Cause I don't know what you mean Should've known that there's no you in 'Team' Should've mentioned just how bad I feel But instead I said, "It's no big deal" I should spill out how I feel Don't look back, oh, none of it's real I pretend it's no big deal Oh, you're buying so many tricks, I love whenever I feel sick (I've been smiling upside down) So many times you've caused me pain, I know I'd do it all again So many times you've messed me around, now when I smile it's upside down (I've been smiling upside down) But now when I'm left high and dry, I shrug and say "I'm not surprised" So many times you've caused me pain, I know I'd do it all a- So many times you've caused me pain, I know I'd do it all a- So many times you've caused me pain, I know I'd do it all a- So many times you've caused me pain, I know I'd do it all a- So many times you've caused me pain, I know I'd do it all a- So many times you've caused me pain, I know I'd do it all again (I've been smiling upside down)