I try
Sometimes I just lie pretending
That I don't care where I end up
My mind
Drives me round the bend so
Every now and then I
Wish I wouldn't wake up
Wish I wouldn't wake up
But what if I don't make it through school
What do I do if I'm doing nothing
But there's nothing school
What if I grow old alone
What if my head never grows
And what if all of this stays the same
What do I do when I'm doing nothing
But there's nothing changed
What if I lose all my friends
What if they forget my name
I cry
Some nights see she starts admitting
That I'm sadder than I should be
My head's not my struggle to have fun
Cause spending time with everyone
Who's happier without me
Happier without me
But what if I don't make it through school
What do I do if I'm doing nothing
But there's nothing school
What if I grow old alone
What if my head never grows
And what if all of this stays the same
What do I do when I'm doing nothing
But there's nothing changed
What if I lose all my friends
What if they forget my name
Cause it all sounds the same
Same story different day
But if you saw things my way
But can't you see things my way
Oh won't you see things my way
But what if I don't make it through school
What do I do if I'm doing nothing
But there's nothing school
What if I grow old alone
What if my head never grows
And what if all of this stays the same
What do I do when I'm doing nothing
But there's nothing changed
What if I lose all my friends
What if they forget my name
Cause it all sounds the same