I spend awake days getting twisted
Futuristic fast framed pictures on my PlayStation 4
Shooting kids online passes time but my girlfriend hates it
I like your girl
I like my girlfriend naked
I think a lot about who I think I should be
Then get very fucking angry at who I'm not
Life's confusing
Let us not cry over spilt milk
But if you spill the Whiskey it will get violent
For all is well felt over a glass of black label
I don't do red
I spend away days far to often
Some could say it's become a problem but problem I see not
I like to participate in life's little edge
From time to time I take a little ride over that edge
Ride over edge
Way up left
Change lanes
Loves high
Hates taste
Stayin' down
Can't escape
Let me loose
Break the cage
Fuck is this?
Not yourself
Shattered glass
Someone else
No one cares
No one helps
Broken stares
Climb themselves
So called friends are for life
I got scars last longer than the memories we had
I'm not sure if it's me why they're back it seems sad
I can't breathe under lungs that I've nearly collapsed
I need 3 just to get me to that place out the black
I can't scream 'cause the voices are not shouting me back
These daydreams are just nightmares I'm caught in I feel trapped
This nose bleeds down the face of what narcotics have slapped
I can't breathe I might
Ride over edge
I spend away nights getting twisted
Hedonistic sex like pictures on my iPhone 12
Posting pics online passes time but my girlfriend hates it
I heard my girl
I heard your girlfriend fakes it
I think a lot about where I should be
Then get very faking happy with where I am
Lifes a dream
Let us not sleep on the the harsh reality that waking up will hurt
For life is that pretty little barmaid
And although she's sweet
Just remember that she indeed will call time when you least expect it
Don't hold out on love
For love is available in bags of 2 or 3
And usually costs no more than 1000 of your hard earned pennies
I smoke leaves from time to time
Not something I'm proud of I just don't enjoy reality
I like my life in halfs
Half-fulls can look half empty at times
But thanks to later licensing laws it's some
What easy to get a top up
Ride over edge
Way up left
Changed lanes
Loves high
Hates taste
Stayin down
Can't escape
Let me loose
Break the cage
Fuck is this?
Not your self
Shattered glass
Someone else
No one cares
No one helps
Broken stares
Climb themselves
So called friends are for life
I got scars last longer than the memories we had
I'm not sure if it's me why they're back it seems sad
I can't breathe under lungs that I've nearly collapsed
I need 3 just to get me to that place out the black
I can't scream 'cause the voices are not shouting me back
These daydreams are just nightmares I'm caught in I feel trapped
This nose bleeds down the face of what narcotics have slapped
I can't breathe I might