Built this house all on my own
But I missed the cornerstone
Made it all into a frame
Worked my fingers to the bone
Under my skin
Toiled in vain
While it feels like something else
It's really more of the same
Think I do too much, yet I've always done none
Think I'll make it out the rut
Don't leave myself time to do the things that I enjoy
I procrastinate too much
Everything I do is for a letter or a comment
I do nothing for myself, and I don't want to acknowledge
That I crossed my line, I know, but I ain't even draw it
I am blaming it on them
But I'm the one that makes it hardest (Hardest)
The more that I go on, the further I feel I departed
From the issue, every second is a second closer to a coffin
Racking up my losses, I don't take responsibility
I lack humility, which depletes my stability, uh
It's frustrating when everything I thought was an escape
Becomes a chore, can't do this anymore
Been stressed lately, dragging things I need to do over long times
Won't make me want to do them more
Been searching for the end and I've reached mine
I've reached mine
Built this house all on my own
But I missed the cornerstone
Made it all into a frame
Worked my fingers to the bone
Under my skin
Toiled in vain
While it feels like something else
It's really more of the same
Ooh (Hahaha...)
Toiled in vain (Yeah)
Killing myself just to reach an unrealistic standard
It's all my fault I'm asking why my questions left unanswered
Focusing on what they think of me has got me anchored
Depending on material winnings is not the answer
I need to stop it, with letting that decide my worth
I portray myself as different, yet that shit just doesn't work
Scared that when they say they like me
It's all fake, it's all rehearsed
Cannot focus on important shit, I'm knee deep in my hurt
I'm losing something else (Yeah!)
Mirrors all lie, that can't be myself (Bow!)
I love you
But I'm not any help
I'm not any help