I been walking in the dark, somebody save me
And I just lost another child why don't they take me
I don't know how to be alone I need affection
And God I'm tired of fighting you I learned my lesson
Man I was born into gold but I'ma leave in the dirt
My depression sprouted putting all my seeds in the earth
And I ain't talking bout the trap but I need me some work
Man I'm so tired of losing people, I can't see what it's worth nah
I jus try to put in the work but they keep on doubting me
Look at my mama in her eyes and I can see she proud of me
It ain't no telling how it go so we gon keep on riding free
I'ma free spirit nigga so why would you lie to me
Tryna keep myself grounded In dis world full of sin
When they ask me why I'm lonely I say cause y'all full of shit
My circle small I keep some Realas man it's not too many men
Lost in the world swear I'm an outsider so I can't let 'em in
Lost
How can I be so lost
Press on the gas I'm gone
Left you with all my love
I can't do this no more
Lost
Talk to myself I know this
Stress I can't keep my focus
All this weight on my shoulders
I can't do this no more
Fighting demons but I got reasons to keep going
I keep crying out for help they keep ignoring me
I never asked for help I did it on my own
I swear this henny in my cup it got a hold of me
I swear I done felt all emotions I never backed down
All that dirt they throwing on my name I never crashed out
Look at my kids to keep me sane I keep dem buss down
I just keep on working from sun up till it's sun down
Back of my mind I'm thinking suicide
They want me gone, I'm staying strong it's either you or I
I know my daughter trynna save me, man I need my babies
Wont let my momma dress me down in that suit n tie
If I let you decide
Feel like I'm trapped in
Was goin crazy inna back cause all my past sins
Now we got Crazee on the track you know we tapped in
Them park babies on the map we goin back in
We need that Guapo, off the top and on the back end
Lost
How can I be so lost
Press on the gas I'm gone
Left you with all my love
I can't do this no more
Lost
Talk to myself I know this
Stress I can't keep my focus
All this weight on my shoulders
I can't do this no more