It feels like every night I hate the thought when you're around me Think I had given up, I lost my luck You're still surrounding I see you everyday Convince myself that you had changed And still I want you all the same With every message sent Your pillow knows my head would bury Your run on sentences could follow me 'Till I felt sorry I miss the voicemail every time I wanted you to be the last 'Cause I know when I had you But you'll never call back And if it's what you make of this I'm sorry for the mess And would you stay if we'd forget? But I don't know you yet When I wish I did Remember all the things you said we'd do I have a fear of missing out on you Walking forwards It's not easy to look back Insubordinate All those times that we did have In the backseat of your car In the middle of the storm Like everything was nothing And I was finally yours And it's the worst when we're just standing in The silence of our rooms And I just hate it Whenever I see you And if it's what you make of this I'm sorry for the mess And would you stay if we'd forget? But I don't know you yet When I wish I did Remember all the things you said we'd do I have a fear of missing out on you