Oh I haven't forgotten This feeling that lingers a lot Oh I hate all the parties Where you act like you're someone you're not I got drunk at a friend's second story apartment I don't know if he even can speak anymore You were there for a moment And man I'd have sworn it I wanted you back in my door And I felt stupid So stupid How could I want you anymore? Would you still call this fate In the way that you talk? Oh your voice is ingrained In the movies we watched And you weren't so afraid In letting me go So why did you stay? Oh I should've known that I've been losing all my weekends You've been trying, playing pretend As the girl who I thought That I wish that I had And it sucks that I still want you back And I felt stupid So stupid That I let you go for a second And it's still my fault But you're still second guessing How I felt at all I'm so bad at pretending Seems everything ends around me You could never see Had me tied on the dream That we could've had Oh I wanted you But you want him back You're a liar, a cheater Can't fucking believe you again I miss my friend