Beat myself until I'm bloody And I'll give you a ringside seat Say that it's embarrassing I'm sorry that you had to see me like that ♪ So you could either watch me drown Try to save me while I drag you down I wanna fix it, but I don't know how It isn't fair to make you wait around While all your friends are going out So Jesus, can you help me now? Trade me in for a briar crown Is there anybody coming back for me? If they ever were, they are not now So what's there left to talk about? I'm holding on just like a scratch-off ticket How I dig my nails into your skin Honey, I'm not stupid I know no one wins this kind of things It's just another way to kill an hour Wishing I was different Nobody deserves a second chance But honey, I keep getting them ♪ Like a scratch-off ticket How you dig your nails into my skin Honey, I'm not stupid I know no one wins this kind of thing It's just another way to kill an hour Wishing I were different Nobody deserves a second chance But I keep giving in