My mother told me one day She's tired of my sad songs But loving you has only Made me cry twice or so The day that I said I loved you You didn't say it in return That was the day I realized That silence is actually hurt And I am done changing words Just so my songs sound prettier I just don't care if it hurts 'Cause it hurts me too I hate that feeling at night When I thought my eyes were closed But they were open the whole time It was just too dark to know And what am I 'posed to do when My dad cries in front of me? Do I just close my eyes and Pretend like I didn't see? And I am done changing words Just so my songs sound prettier I just don't care if it hurts 'Cause it hurts me too