Dreams of you come as a threat Forcing me to listen to my regret Forcing me to hear your beating heart Calling out for me to stay and never part Once again I arrive smiling And I leave crying Again I arrive overjoyed And I leave, completely destroyed Destroyed Memories of you come everyday Unconditional near and away Your warm touch and the quiet brain Your eyes would tell me what You would not say Once again I arrive smiling And I leave crying Again I arrive overjoyed And I leave completely destroyed Destroyed Choices we make Last for a lifetime And you can never go home again I've learnt to live without you but within Still I wonder what we could have been Once again I arrive smiling And I leave crying Again I arrive overjoyed And leave completely destroyed Destroyed Once again I arrive smiling And I leave crying