(I don't wanna hurt myself)
I don't wanna hurt myself
But sometimes I need somebody else
And I don't handle loss too well
But this time, it's putting me through hell
And even though I know
It was the best for me
It feels like what's left of me
Is nothing worth fighting for
And even though I know
That the past is gone
I can't seem to move on
I just wanna move on
(I wanna move on, move on)
And after all that's said and done
I thought you'd be the one
It's torture (torture)
And all the pain you put me through
I'd still run back to you
It's torture (torture)
I don't even know myself
Without you, I feel like someone else
I just wanna feel like I'm loved
'Cause what I am is not enough
Oh no (oh no)
And even though I know
It was the best for me
It took what was left of me
What did we give up for?
And even though I know
That we can't go on
I still wanna hold on
Do you wanna hold on?
And after all that's said and done
I thought you'd be the one
It's torture (torture)
And all the pain you put me through
I'd still run back to you
It's torture (torture)
Oh, down bad on a Friday night
Cuts deep, but I won't think twice
'Cause I've grown to love the pain
And I can't escape my brain (oh)
Torment, but I won't let go
Distressed, feeling all alone
I'm just crying out your name
Will I ever feel the same?
Every time I think I'm fine
That night comes back to pull me under
And I wind up back in my head
Thinking about sitting on that bench
Hearing you say you don't love me anymore
(I don't wanna hurt myself)
What did we give up for?
And after all that's said done
I thought you'd be the one
It's torture (torture)
And all the pain you put me through
I'd still run back to you
It's torture (torture)
Oh, down bad on a Friday night
Cuts deep, but I won't think twice
'Cause I've grown to love the pain
And I can't escape my brain
Torment, but I won't let go
Distressed feeling all alone
I'm just crying out your name
Will I ever feel, ever feel the same?