I'm so terrified of all the things i love i know that i will lose them all one by one But that's not what i think about when i look into the sky I see sunlight that is blinding and it just hurts my eyes And I'm trying to be fine but i lie About the things i say will never die Like memories, forgiveness, and the light inside my eyes It's terrifying It's totally fine ♪ Think of me by the creek in cut off jeans holding onto something that has meaning to me Well, I don't really think my life will ever make me as happy as Kaaterskill creek I'm trying to be good but i'm done No wait just kidding i'm not Cuz i still have that feeling of water above my knees It's cool and refreshing And that won't fade away