Wish I didn't care as much as I did I've been this way since I was a little fucking kid Picking sunflowers in a field with my friend Sid He wasn't real but I used to wish he did exist This isn't a sob story I'm just fucking sad Imaginary girlfriends are the only one's I've had Everything I've started has always ended bad Losing 10 pounds is never fucking rad In love with someone from a different state Even if I was there we still wouldn't date I'm not mad, I don't hate you But truthfully I'd give the world just to fucking date you Days will always be the same Don't you say my name 'Cause you know I'll answer Always and forever Always and forever Always and forever Oohh Days will always be the same Don't you say my name 'Cause you know I'll answer Always and forever Always and forever Oohh I hope that girls like me for this one So maybe then I wouldn't fuckin miss one No one wants to come near me (ever) All I fuckin want is just to feel better Just to feel better (why can't I feel better?) All I fucking want is just to feel better All I want is just to feel better All I want is just to feel better If you really want her go get her 'Cause she'll go away forever (Forever)