I spent so much time dreaming I almost forgot what it was like Outside my head I missed a call today That I meant to return But it's so easy to forget Now it's been so long What's happening Learning what it means to know yourself Too much time alone is maddening Different just enough that you can tell I spent too much No hesitation Took off without letting anyone know I was going After midnight at home Missed our anniversary I don't feel good When I 'm thinking too much about myself Slept in again until it felt too late to do a single thing I said I would Lately I found it hard to care about the things That used to make me feel so good Everybody thinks that what we mean When we say that we're bored Is bored of God I couldn't help but laugh When I started to spin off of the road On highway 1 Now it's been so long What's happening Learning what it means to know yourself I spent too much No hesitation Took off without letting anyone know I was going After midnight at home Missed our anniversary I don't feel good When I 'm thinking too much about myself I ever tell you how I love waking up When you come to bed at like 5 in the morning And want to burn it down Still got loving in your eyes I been thinking about 2015 Falling in love on that night in Orlando Or when you got the [?] And I found out you love to dance I ever tell you how I love waking up When you come to bed at like 5 in the morning And want to burn it down Still got loving in your eyes I been thinking about 2015 Falling in love on that night in Orlando Or when you got the [?] And I found out you love to dance