I'm sinking ships, lips are loose I can cope any way I choose And I have not cried in three whole days That was back in my sober phase In your ivory tower, standing tall You're watching me stumble through the halls And you taught yourself to disconnect from your regret And everything I live to forget Wide-eyed wonder, where did you go? I'm unraveling Pagan cynic, constant critic, friend to a foe I'm unraveling Callous stare, face obtuse You can leave any day you choose I have not lied the past three days My body lags, need to keep the pace In a place that's ours, white-washed walls You're watching me stumble to a fall 'Cause you taught yourself to misdirect, to disconnect From everything I live to forget Wide-eyed wonder, where did you go? I'm unraveling Pagan cynic, constant critic, friend to a foe I'm unraveling I much prefer you the way that I found you And I hate who I am when I am around you But you're far away and I need you close to me A sad simple truth that's lost in the irony. I much prefer you the way that I found you And I hate who I am when I am around you But you're far away and I need you close to me A sad simple truth that's lost in the irony.