I done had the world fall down on me before (oh-oh-oh)
And I been praying so much that my knees are sore (can you help me?)
I feel so irredeemable
Every piece of me is torn
I wish I could just feel normal
Some days I think about jumping off a building head first
I do everything I can to help but still I feel worse
Wish I could describe the sadness that's inside of me
The things I deal with privately, depression and anxiety
Talking to the preacher man, hope he'll make me a plan
And I don't know if I can be saved
I know everything is cool up until the rent is due
That's when bad decisions are made
Wished they'd give me prescriptions for all my addictions
But you see of my addictions started with prescriptions
I need something to ease the pain, something to keep me numb
I feel like the night is young, don't know if I'll see the sun
I done had the world fall down on me before (oh-oh-oh)
And I been praying so much that my knees are sore (can you help me?)
I feel so irredeemable
Every piece of me is torn
I wish I could just feel normal
Staring at the wall, why do I feel so different?
Been trying to find deliverance since I lost my innocence
Looking for lightning in a bottle, I can feel the thunder
This where the road meets the rubber, I can feel it coming
No matter who I'm with, I still feel alone
I prefer the dark, that's where I feel at home
At the cemetery talking to a stone
Thinking to myself, I can't believe you're really gone
Lord, I wish that you would speak to me
Wish that you'd show me a sign because I really need the peace
Need a place to pray, Father can you hear me
Reminisce to better days, I don't remember many
I done had the world fall down on me before (oh-oh-oh)
And I been praying so much that my knees are sore (can you help me?)
I feel so irredeemable
Every piece of me is torn
I wish I could just feel normal
I done had the world fall down on me before (oh-oh-oh)
And I been praying so much that my knees are sore (can you help me?)
I feel so irredeemable
Every piece of me is torn
I wish I could just feel normal