I started talking to a therapist
He said I'm too much of an optimist
I'm always lettin' toxic people in
Maybe this time you'll change and we could both be happy
I always knew you were a narcissist
I made excuses you could hardly get
Why did I do this to myself again?
Maybe this time you'll stay and you could make me happy
Stuck in my ways, it's just one of those days
I'd rather be anyone but myself
'Cause I'm so sick of me
I'm drainin' all my energy
I made it so it's hard to breathe
I can't even start the day
Yeah, I'm so sick of everythin'
All my stupid jealousy
Quarter life catastrophe
I don't know what's happenin'
Yeah, I'm so sick of me
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Yeah, I'm so sick of-
Always first to be a perfect friend
And make you feel you're a perfect ten
You make me question more than what's been said
I haven't left my room in what feels like forever
I live in constant fear of big regrets
I hurt myself so I can feel somethin'
Wish I could hide under my parent's bed
I haven't loved myself in what feels like forever
Stuck in my ways, it's just one of those days
I'd rather be anyone but myself
'Cause I'm so sick of me
I'm drainin' all my energy
I've made it so it's hard to breathe
I can't even stop to think
Yeah, I'm so sick of everythin'
All my stupid jealousy
Quarter life catastrophe
I don't know what's happenin'
Yeah, I'm so sick of me
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Yeah, I'm so sick of-