I breathe in, I breathe out I breathe in to serve a growing feeling I'm feeling like living It's all too much for me I would rather disconnect my jaw Become a mute to the world and speak no more Close my eyes and just lay here on the floor I don't want to feel like this anymore Everything I feel's indescribable Wish I knew how to heal and feel normal But it's all normal to me, so what's normal I don't want to feel like this anymore Procrastination Hangs over like a rope-made halo My thoughts shadow down, so haunting Denying me strength for me to recover I would rather disconnect my jaw Become a mute to the world and speak no more Close my eyes and just lay here on the floor I don't want to feel like this anymore Everything I feel's indescribable Wish I knew how to heal and feel normal But it's all normal to me, so what's normal I don't want to feel like this anymore I don't want to feel like this anymore I don't want to feel like this anymore I don't want to feel like this anymore I don't want to feel like this I would rather disconnect my jaw Become a mute to the world and speak no more Close my eyes and just lay here on the floor I don't want to feel like this anymore Everything I feel's indescribable Wish I knew how to heal and feel normal But it's all normal to me, so fuck normal I don't want to feel like this