I don't know what I'm doing here or what's happened to my self esteem
Did you take it, did you act in vain, did you see what you did to me?
If you think all the mean things you say would make me change my mind and stay
And if you say I've made this choice to hurt you, you know that you are wrong
I would like to be your friend, but I'm scared like I can't tell you
I know that I need help and I know that you need help too
And if I was untrue to you I wish I could go back
I'm a puppet in you hands and I just close my eyes and swallow
I'm grateful for the time we spent and the love that I felt from you
And the love that I still feel for you just keeps on getting stronger
If I did so completely wrong, I am sorry but I can't regret it
I believed in every word I said and I wanted so hard to believe
I would like to be your friend, but I'm scared like I can't tell you
I know that I need help and I know that you need help too
And if I was untrue to you I wish I could go back
I'm a puppet in you hands and I just close my eyes and swallow
And give me a reason why you act like this. I will retreat and I will surrender
Pablo was so afraid of you when he walked these empty streets tonight
I thought that you would hit and run and I thought that you would kill me
Did you something to my car, will I survive my way back home?
I would like to be your friend, would you like to be mine?
I know that I need help and I know that you need help too
And if I was untrue to you I wish I could go back
I'm a puppet in you hands and I just close my eyes and swallow