Spending all my money Honey-tongued and tense Too much to drink and far too many friends Saw you in the half-light Twinkling little star I tried to pay attention as i started drifting far away And i I wanted to make things right Wanted to find a guiding light I wanted to shine I tried to be myself there I wasn't any good I said some things i never thought i would Maybe i'm too obvious And maybe i don't care I'll make the same mistakes again I'll hope i see you there And you I want you to use my name Want you to take it all away I want you to fly I told you this would happen Is it painful, are you flattered Will you think of me as one you never knew Days go by, it doesn't hurt I'm running out of words I think i'll end it here and leave it all to you And i... And you...