Don't know where to start for the end to begin I'm flying so high but I can't really tell if I'm in Get married till evening, divorced by the night I'm doing the best that I can to stay clear on this flight And the boundaries that used to be strong Makes a wish to be heading back home From your yellow to orange and red And the tidalwaves of the moonshine inside your head I'm stranded on thoughts and old stupid ideas And I don't have the strength defending myself outta here But I cannot turn my back on what's been given to me Got nothing for you anymore so I'm setting you free And the sense that I used to embrace Is no longer what I'm looking forward Like some restless spine out of place I'm riding back home through the circus that leads to the core Oh, yeah