I never really told the truth
To anyone
And the reason's why I always tend to disappear
But lately it's been harder to hide behind this picture of me
And as time goes by I realize, it's too much for me to carry
Don't have the words but I need to talk about it (know I do, know I do, know I do)
Don't have the words but I keep thinking about it (it's all I do, it's all I do, it's all I do)
'Cause I'm tired of this make believe
And I'm running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I'm so tired of this make believe (I'm tired)
And I'm running out of things to be (so tired)
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I promise
If I could figure out what's wrong, I'd put it into the song
And perfectly articulate
What's been going on
I wish it could all be that easy
And I wish I had all the answers
But I don't even know if I'm asking the right questions
Don't have the words but I need to talk about it (know I do, know I do, know I do)
Don't have the words but I keep thinking about it (it's all I do, it's all I do, it's all I do)
'Cause I'm tired of this make believe
And I'm running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I'm so tired of this make believe (I'm tired)
And I'm running out of things to be (so tired)
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I changed so many times
I don't know the difference between a lie and a truth
And I don't know which version of me is standing here in front of you
'Cause I'm tired of this make believe (tired)
And I'm running out of things to be (to be)
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I'm so tired of this make believe (I'm tired)
And I'm running out of things to be (so tired)
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
'Cause I don't have the words
But I keep thinking about it
No, I don't have the words
For what I'm going through (going through)
I'm going through (going through)
I'm going through