I took a picture that I wanted to send to you I said I needed some space but it's not true So fucking tired of being so available You take my presence for granted You say it's got you fucked up You're so confused I think you gotta grow up Get over your need to control Where your heartbeat wants to go If I could have it my way I'd wait a fucking decade Cause you lit a match And I'm lighter fluid Big boy, man child You were there for a little while It was just enough to make me go crazy Did me rough with all of your "maybe someday we'll know" In the meantime, I'll let go If I could have it my way I'd wait a fucking decade Cause you lit a match And I'm lighter fluid Red roses grew on my door You picked them, threw them on the floor Cause I burned too fast and you couldn't do it I always make them run away I try to take it really slow But I can't feel my fucking face Your poison straight into my veins I always make them run away I try to take it really slow (Dead roses, thorns in my sheets) But I can't feel my fucking face (Intoxicate me in my sleep) Your poison straight into my veins (Cuz I burn too fast and you couldn't do it)