This is not what I envisioned
This is not the plan in store
You helped my broken heartbeat
But i dreamt of so much more
So much more
So much more!
Bleh!
I feel like she's been holding my head underwater
You've shown me no mercy!
And I dont think that I can hold on any longer
Was it easy for you
When you played me
And my brother (Tell me how did it feel?)
I'm drowning in double standards
So please dismiss me from this disaster
So hold me close
Or just let me go!
What the future holds I just don't know (I just dont know)
And I finally have the guts to say
Inconsistencies and contradicting tendencies are killing me
I can't rid my mouth
From the taste on the tip of my tounge
I've been betrayed by the person I love
Where did I go wrong?
I can't rid my mind
Of the person that you have become
I gave my all for the person I love
Where did we go wrong?
So hold me close
Or just let me go!
What the future holds I just don't know (I just dont know)
And I finally have the guts to say
Inconsistencies and contradicting tendencies are killing me
It just seems to me
That after all that we've been through
You'd care enough to be honest and open
And not play me when my heart was broken
It seems that I guessed wrong!
And you played this game all along
And I was just to blind to see
That you were never intending to be with me
Be with me!
Be with me!!
So tell me
Tell me
Was the love we had real?
Was there any truth in your lies?
So tell me
Tell me
How it make you feel
Knowing I'm dead inside
Without you in my life
For you are the reason
That my heart is beating
And the only person who keeps me believing
That my hopes and my dreams will one day prevail!
I miss the love that I once knew so well
Beaten and broken I'm torn from within
I'd give it all up just to kiss you again!
So take me back to where it all fell apart
I'll spend my lifetime mending bridges I've burnt
For one more night
Lying under the stars
I miss the days of holding you in my arms
I know I said that I'd never forgive
But for the person I love
I'd do it all again!
I'd do it all again!
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