The ocean needs no one to blame It's the master of beautiful rage I'm the master of inexplicable shame Write it down and rewire my brain Well, I wanted to But I don't have the money So I make do Well, that's life, honey If I were to die by volcano I'd be laughing at the irony Bottle it up and you will surely explode You'd say why didn't you tell me And I'd say Well, I wanted to But couldn't figure how My burdens Should become yours now Swear I wanted to Practiced when I was alone I found an excuse I hate talking on the phone If I were to die by volcano I'd be laughing at the irony I'd figure out how to rewire my brain If only I had the money