Feel the world's, yeah
Feel the world's gonna go
Who I am, yeah
I don't really know
I just don't wanna be a brand though
To my biggest fan, sorry bro
In advance yeah, sorry hope you understand
No label, manager, or an advance
But, but they still saying I'm a plant
Still blowing up even though I'm shadow banned
Soon it'll be illegal just to be yourself
But how can I be someone if I don't know myself?
Ya, can't еnjoy nothing, I'm too worried bout my health
Mom knows I'm on the xans but thinks maybе it'll help
But not when you mix it with ten other drugs
Brains getting stained like thirty junkies, Dirty rug, yeah
Smokin' on some slugs, yeah
Slow down like a slug, yeah
Used to get drunk and drive around just for fun
Sometimes felt like the only time that I felt something
'Cause most of the time this phone, it got me feeling nothing
I'm sorry, I don't know what happened
Can't remember nothing
Can't sleep, mind's racing but I don't know where it's running to
Scared but what else is new?
Don't like getting drunk but there's nothing really else to do
Give up time I can't undo
You're growing up, I'm going through
I hate feeling like this, yeah there's nothing 'bout it that's remotely cool
Yeah, yeah I know I'll prolly kill myself
Yeah I fuckin' know that I'm prolly gonna kill myself
Yeah I know that I prolly just need some help
But way too busy worried 'bout my fuckin' health
Yeah I know that I'm a piece of shit who thinks he can live and make music for the hell of it
Yeah, I know only drunk white girls will want my dick
So tired of being tired, so done with putting up with shit
Yeah I know there's no such thing as luck, there's only fate
Yeah I know it's not healthy to be sleeping a whole day, yeah
Thrashing my own place, yeah
Fuck a noise complaint, yeah
Living like I'm starving but with more shit on my plate
Yeah I know deep down that all is really well
Yeah I know I didn't jump away, man I fuckin' fell
Yeah I know how it feels to be stuck inside a shell
But this life got me bending over backwards like Odell
Yeah I know that I fucked up every song I ever sung
Yeah I know I said this before, but this time I'm actually done
How can you know how it feels to lose if you never won?
And I know when it comes to this, I'm not the only one that
That knows they prolly gonna kill themself
Yeah I fuckin' know that I'm prolly gonna kill myself
Yeah I know that we prolly just need some help
But way too busy worried bout my fuckin' digital self