Have you ever sat up at night? And let your barrier down Brick by brick I've sat in silence and cried plenty of times I let the burden of my thoughts get to me I think I'm worthless I let the anxiety and wretchedness just reach me My heart breaks in the middle of summer I still remember I'm too scared to forget these moments cause I'm a coward It's too bad It is too bad to think how it ends up With all these broken things I'm giving up cause it's too exhausting I've had enough I'm not coming back I'm not that tough It's pushing my lungs I've had enough I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back! I've had enough I'm not coming back I'm not that tough It's pushing my lungs I've had enough I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back! My heart breaks in the middle of summer I still remember I'm too scared to forget these moments cause I'm a coward It's too bad It is too bad to think how it ends up With all these broken things I'm giving up cause it's too exhausting