A man goes down the stairs not knowing what he's done He doesn't realize he's pushed out everyone It's never him, it's always someone else's blame to hold What will you be like when I'm old Older and wiser His son's alive but barely hanging by a thread He doesn't care to understand his loved ones' head His mother cries, she doesn't know where she went wrong in life To find herself stuck in Hogtied To his waking fantasy In her own house Then he copes with those bottles by his bedside Then he copes with that plant he's too damn proud to hide Then he copes driving everyone in the house insane You're always on a different page Your brain can register only rage You took too long to make a change I'm fully done with trying to wait for you I realized I don't know how to socialize Might have to do with a lack of a man's advice He's never listened to a word I have to say at all So I just talk to myself I have a lot of nice conversations Then he copes with a tantrum and a slam of the door Then he copes by screaming til he just can't no more Then he copes taking control of the art I try to make A racist everyman filled with pride Tells his kid to try suicide Your mother's sick, your dog is sore You're only thinking of spending more So he doesn't leave like Sophie did Cause that's the way to treat your kid Like a circus act, like a badge to wear To fool the public like you really care I'll wait for you to show to me That you hold the ability To realize how you affect The ones you think that you protect I've waited for way too long Too many times I've sang this song I'm getting tired, it's getting late I'm fully done with trying to wait for you