I'm a little man sitting in the dark Holding hopelessly cigarettes between my luck Counting on my days hoping for a special bit Waiting life changing moment for a next big hit But I am doing nothing Staring at the sky losing chances passing by And it's clear you know that I am my own Useless Enemy I walk all around town to find decent job But there's no places in the town that I can hit a Spot I hate shift and working for a little dime Because It cannot pay life and cannot buy me Time But I keep losing something I'm NOT surprise you're leaving me behind And it; s clear you know that I am my own Useless Enemy You know I'm NOT persistance because always In my bed 2x Because nothing I can prove to you Believing In what I become because nothing I Would misses Reaching for an air to breath Bleeding on the past I preached I begging you one chance of existance I'll be strong and there's nothing in my way. I'm alive... I'm alive I got something from the sky A book of guidance from the bink of eye Not a drink of water shattering in my mind About the redlight district showing superfine Not a 'coke' sugarcane showing borderline