Maybe I'm at fault for feeling this way since the day you came Pretending to be in a dream I've christened in your name So desperate to be noticed my passion running wild inside Wanting you Adoring you Skin to skin and side to side So near you yet I'm invisible So flawless sweet and beautiful I'm captivated by your charm A misleading smile meant to disarm Finding a way now to be heard (Before you lash out all your violent words) Blinded you're my only concern (A line of heartbreak now's my turn) If you'd look a little closer maybe you would notice me It's pointless dreaming of you my heart's burning fourth degree This is desire Flaming red I Think of you alone in bed Day in day out you are inside This heartshaped box I run and hide Postmarked to sender returned As your picture slowly burns I try to pretend that it's alright Your voice wakes me up at night You're a wish I never had it'll take a lifetime to understand Why I don't deserve a chance to prove I worship your every move That line dividing won't be blurred and still you lash out all your violent words I'm blinded I'm none of your concern in this game of heartache I'll never learn I'll never learn...