So insecure
Or too much confidence
Oh you'll insure
I'll never get to exist
Out of my own head
A cell of regrets
It started pure
Just trying to make some sense
Of the obscure
Has left me stuck on the fence
Can I speak now?
Do I even know how?
My paralyzer
Has got it's hold on me
Walking the wire
At a hundred feet
You're such a liar
Just you wait and see
I'll take it
Higher
Higher
And it's not fair
That I've been glued to the bench
I wouldn't dare
To move a single inch
Even if you set me free
I wouldn't have the strength to leave
The static air
I feel it coming again
So I'll say a prayer
While my fists are clenched
Can I believe now?
Do I even know how?
Will I bend or break?
How much more can I take?
My paralyzer
How you make me bleed
Oh none the wiser
You planted all the seeds
Garden of Eden
Is just covered in weeds
Can't see the the forest for a single tree
My paralyzer
Won't give a moment's reprieve
Oh you crush my soul
Don't give me time to grieve
Battered and beaten
I can't help but freeze
Try to start the engine you won't give me the keys
My paralyzer
Has got it's hold on me
Walking the wire
At a thousand feet
You're such a liar
Just you wait and see
I'll take it
Higher
Higher
Higher
Higher
My paralyzer
My paralyzer