I just wanna wake up Don't wanna open my eyes Existential as fuck I'm catatonic and I can't beathe, Tryna figure what my dreams mean The more I grow, the less I change I fall asleep on the couch more lately I'm too anxious at night, I can't sleep in my bed I've been smoking extra weed lately I just wanna stay calm when things go wrong The more I grow, the less I change