Lights out You start to leave I'll grip you like rosary beads Dent the pews as I bruise my knees You are the worst kind of liar A prophet with false hope You offered me a stool When you knew I had rope My voicemail is not your confession booth There is no contrition in the way your lips move Where is the penance if none of it is true? What I would give to be a saint like you Blessed are we The tortured The dammed The sinners That feeds That bleeds That takes more than gives A sign of the cross on your pretty blue lips God forgive my naivety A lack of sleep makes you look holy Poison your thoughts as you pray for me A martyr in a crusade of misery A martyr in a crusade of misery A martyr in a crusade of misery A martyr in a crusade of